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User:outtamyskin (9026290)
wandering
into the unknown with you by my side
Name:outtaXmyXskin
LJ Talk:
Bio:i don't understand
why my body has defied me
why my mind and soul no longer fit into my whole being
why my belief system is betraying me with each day
why my mind confuses things more
and my heart feels things exponentially.

im a Christian
im a lesbian
i find it so hard to fit into either mold freely and completely
i hide one side or the other side, for fear of rejection
i get rejection from both sides
either im Christian
or im gay
why are you making me pick the things i have no control over
Jesus Christ is in my heart
if it weren't for Him
i wouldn't be
i am gay
i've tried to change this about me
i tried with all my being
but i can't
i am gay!
i am Christian!!

just let me be

This is the true-life struggle of a Christian dyke, one being called on by the word of the Lord, yet fighting it every step of the way. So many fights out there, so much greif and heartache, which fight to pick, which fight to back down from, which path to take. This is the diary of the struggles of being Gay, being Christian and heading down the path to ministry. Spiraling down the path to unknown.
Memories::2 entries
Interests:19: agape, christ, christian, christian comtemporary music, christianity, chrysalis, civil rights, dc talk, diversity, emmaus, faith, gay christian, god, homosexuality, jesus, jesus freaks, lord, love, salvation
Schools:None listed
Friends:
People2:fairydude69, this_bugs_4_you
Communities6:christiangay, glbt_christians, homos4god, lgbtx, lj_maintenance, news
Mutual Friends:2: fairydude69, this_bugs_4_you
Member of:4: christiangay, glbt_christians, homos4god, lgbtx
Account type:Basic Account

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